梦中的婚礼

小时候的我，十指在键盘上只为了应酬妈妈，弹了7年。

一大堆没听过的古典乐普，巴哈，莫扎特，贝多芬，维瓦蒂是很少弹到的，多数的曲子都是那些从未听过的名字。
想弹流行乐是很难的，因为以前学琴是为了考试。
不弹考试曲目时，练得最开心的是克莱德曼的那几堂。
停了几年，唯一不看普也会弹的也只有这首
《梦中的婚礼》

高中快毕业时，某日下午我无聊没事做，就到钢琴前....

毕竟妈妈投资了我这么多年，我一时的决定就在第五级停留了..
除了不太喜欢乐理，数拍子，临场弹奏没见过的曲目之外，其实我还是喜欢音乐的。
所以，以后我家会有一架grand piano... 有事没事，感觉来了就乱弹个三两首歌。文艺气息就是这样耳濡目染来的...

《梦中的婚礼》

看似浪漫的曲名

弹起来却有莫名的悲伤

学音乐的人 都会有首属于自己的曲子

这么多年来 双手就莫名其妙的在黑白键间

出来的就是这首了

注定的吗？

 迷迷糊糊的记忆里，我也曾经到过我梦中的婚礼。以第三人称的身份，见证自己的婚礼。米白色的小花婚纱，新郎穿着笔挺的黑色礼服，郎才女貌，佳人一对。花园式的婚礼，一定是春天。客人们都脸带笑容，那花香味是我喜欢的。绿绿中，白里透红。婚礼，是神圣，是美好的。那年，我二十初....

每个女生，都会有对婚姻憧憬过.... 幻想着穿婚纱的那一天，自己成为童话故事里的公主。
爱情是两个人的事，婚姻是一辈子的事。
找到那个执子之手的人，实现我梦中的婚礼，幸福的过日子， 是一个很好的人生目标。

这点光

深夜，有梦想的人熟睡；有烦恼的人难睡；快乐的人抱着爱人睡；幸福的人在爱人怀中睡；寂寞的人不睡；想念你的人不想睡... 早上睡，下午睡，晚上不能睡的人.. 就只好抒发一下想法..

有时候，真的觉得“男人来自火星，女人来自金星”这句话好对，不能不赞同。


人啊，成长过程中，就是要跌跌撞撞，烦恼过，痛过，累过，哭过，狠心过，才可以看得更开，心也更坚强。坦白说，我家女王在我叛逆期调教过我该面对的挑战，所以现在我更了解人生的大智慧（请参考般若波罗蜜多心经）。很多人会念，领悟的没几个，做到的更为少。

我觉得每个人都有选择的权利，又是什么让你烦恼该选什么好？人生不是顺利的。看透了，就阔达的面对挑战，即使是一万个不愿意。谁希望&喜欢负能量 =,= 但是我们不能恐惧，慌及退。意志很重要！思想很重要！态度很重要！3样正确了，你会有想象不到的力量去鼓励，支持及推动的勇气。面对它，解决它，放下它，忘记它。

从家庭，学业，工作，朋友，爱情，风风浪浪。到后来，成长了，看开了，领悟了，平淡了，离开了。人生不就是那么样吗？像蜡烛一样，燃烧。虽然有时被风吹，熄灭了，再点燃，直到灯芯都烧完了。途中，遇到几支一起燃烧的热血，也遇到想把蜡烛熄灭的额外因素。烛光照亮了黑暗，温暖了寒冷点燃了希望。燃烧到尽头的那天，不留遗憾不留后悔，只留下带不走的回忆热情。

最近，“家家有本难念的经”。 到了20多岁的年龄，是不是都这样？没关系，成长过程。是要付出多一点的，流多几滴泪，失眠多几晚，心痛多几次... 之后，不就看清了，熟睡了，坚强了吗？折磨一下，才可以更茁壮。

正能量share 一下给需要的你们。我也要谢谢你们陪着我燃烧，我希望我可以用我最大最大的力气来照亮你们（在你们最需要一点光的时候）。=)

献给在感情中，挣扎中，维持中，经营中，进步中的你们...

烤炉咧

还记得，我很喜欢看她的电视节目
啊，是时候买一本
烘烤手册了..因为我要学会烤些
美味又健康的
西式美食

比如说
蛋糕

烤鸡

烤鸡蛋？

一定要学怎么做
macaroons..

各式各样的派！

面包

厨房也要增添一些烘烤需要的用具和容器这一切都因为
我得到人生中第一个
烤炉！
*兴奋中！*
会烘焙的女生
因该很sexy吧
哈哈哈~

A day to know...

Date : 23rd April 2011
Day : Saturday
Weather : Sunny morning, raining afternoon and cooling night

Activity 1
Who: Me and TengTeng
What: Tangs' Women Workshop
When: 11am - 1pm
Where: Tangs Service Boulevard, L2 Tangs Pavillion
Knew: The Spring Summer fashion for 2011, Women's body shape, My own body shape and know what to wear and what NOT to wear..
Found: I have a hour glass body shape which can fit it any outfit! (seriously, my first thought was I'm an apple/carrot body)
Interestingy: Enjoyed the 20 mins shop(mix and match play around Tangs) for your body time with Teng.. =)

ChaBoom (the fashion adviser) is telling us where to grab stuff..

Teng look so nervous for her 1st workshop.. chilled... I'm there to help..

My turn to get advise.. and FOUND OUT my real body..
and ChaBoom ask me not to hide my body again... lolx...

My match for 70's hippies... (Top from Maxima, Skirt from Island Shop, Heels from Maxima, Sling bag from Fossil) ChaBoom's advice is..
the top should be a tighter one to show off my "what women wants" body shape...

Activity 2
Who: Me and TengTeng
What: Pet Finder Charity Road Show
When: 3pm-6pm
Where: Sunway Pyramid Orange Circle LG2
Knew: There is no puppies for me to choose for adoption =(
Found: Cute cupcakes and the payment goes to charity =)
Interestingy: There is so many stray dogs and cats for us to adopt. "Adopt A Homeless Animal, Save A Precious Life" Glad that my parents support this.

Kitty cat Vanilla Cupcake RM7.50 (Original RM 10/piece, buy 2 for RM15)

Doggy design Chocolate Cupcake RM7.50 (Original RM 10/piece, buy 2 for RM15)

Froggy biscuit for lappu... aka Kappo.. which means Frog... RM5/piece...
Donate for a purpose.. right?

Activity 3
Who: Me and Cooper
What: Weekend Park Walking
When: 6.30pm-8.00pm
Where: Desa Park City
Knew: Every Pomeranian sounds like birdy and they have cat's behavior
Found: Cooper sometimes,most of the time, anytime listen to me
Interestingy: I feel happy that we enjoy our park walking together..

cooper resting after 2 laps..

Activity 4
Who: Me and YinFang
What: Homey Steamboat + Girl's talk
When: 8.30pm(buying)-1.45am
Where: Pasar Malam, My kitchen & Dining table
Knew: She prefer 三间庄猪肉丸 than　吊片猪肉丸.. must have chinese tea around.. put vege to the soup 1st... must have prawns for steamboat... blah blah...
Found: There's still a weak point for the sensitive topic of hers...
Interestingy: How incredible for 2 girls can eat and talk for 5 hours and it has always been like this for.... 9 years?? oh yes... 9 years...

Simple yet full... with laughter and sharing..

Quite interesting day.. is it??
Most wonderful thing in life is you'll get to know and find out something interesting everyday in everything you do... I had mine today... how bout you?

Winter breeze

It has been raining and drizzling today..
since early morning..
It feels like winter..

I was walking across my office building to have my lunch this afternoon..
The wind blowed and I saw tiny fine rain drops..
The temperature is actually like summer end in Europe.. maybe around 18-22 degrees..
I enjoyed it.. It makes my feel like I'm working in some Europe country.. =)
If and only if the mistlike drops are snow flakes...
Then I'll be walking at the streets like this.....

The best thing to enjoy during a cold night like this..
Hot chocolate..
Lately I'd been trying on my Coffee Bean & Tea leaf limited powder set..
*honey + warm milk
* dark cocoa powder + warm milk (perhaps to put in some marshmallow next time)
*white choco powder + warm milk
*hazelnut powder + warm milk
Not really a milky person.. but.. just to match the feel..
After all... Warm milk is the best drink to get good quality sleep..

Can't imagine how people spend their night during the winter..
cold, dark, a sense of lonely.. maybe?
how weird.. I'm having this feeling right now.. =="
Before this winter feeling going too deep..
I better hit the sack and have a sweet winter dream...
Good night~
xoxo : Christina DingNing

It's very sad that...

It's very sad that you think you can calm down and talk, but you can't.
It's very sad that you think you can put down yourself, say sorry and feel sorry, it happens but it doesn't work.
It's very sad that you hope for a forgive and a hug, but it doesn't happen.
It's very sad that you think the comedy in TV will cheer you up, it's doesn't.
It's very sad that you think he will come over and tell you how much he love you, but it's doesn't happen.
It's very sad when you wish for a sweet kiss goodbye, but it doesn't happen.
It's very sad when you expected somebody to understand you, won't force you to do things you don't like, but it doesn't happen.
It's very sad that you think tears can wash away the pain in your heart, but it doesn't happen.
It's very sad that you cry the whole night and hope that you can fall asleep, but it doesn't happen.
It's very sad when you wish that they can tell you they care rather than complaining about the situation, but it doesn't happen.
It's very sad when you don't know what to do, lost yourself, hoping to just make yourself drunk and forgot what happened, but it doesn't work.
It's very sad that the phone keep ringing, hoping for somebody to answer, but it won't happen.
It's very sad that dreams are for dreamer, but it won't happen on you.
It's very sad that you need to wash away your sad mood and think the right way for tomorrow, but it doesn't happen.
It's very sad that the one that really stay next to you when you need one doesn't speak and listen.

It's really very sad that..... the only thing you have for tonight is a scar and it hurts you when you hoping him to come back when he walks away, but it doesn't happen.

Christmas = the joy of sharing and have fun

Cheers... oh that's only sparkling juice.. haha...

birthday boy gotta finish the big portion!

wonderful steamboat.. (thanks to who?? )

okay, it's gorgeous~

We "Crazy ppl" did have FUN

Finally we have our christmas party =)

i LOVE it! thank you very muchie~

We belong together...........

Finally the day has come.... IT'S CHRISTMAS TIME baby~~

1st of all, i miss my boyfriend, Nicks.. i wonder how's christmas in England.. Merry Christmas to you and i miss you so merry much.. Muacks~

Alright, after the confession to my beloved one, here comes the unusual christmas thing dy... wakakakka...

Okay, on christmas eve. Thanks to Bryan allow us to have our christmas eve bbq party at his wonderful condo pool side. We talk, we play crazy and nonsense games, we eat and drink, we take gorgeous photos, we so called count down and we talk crap together = FUN.

After that is the christmas present exchange session at 3am on christmas day in "uma rani". Haha.. unexpectedly i got Janice's present.. It's a water bottle ( which is in my wish list ^^) Thanks... i like it. It's so COOL and unique.. juz like me~ and my present goes to Luan =) a wonderful twilight juz starts...... Zjo and Yuki follow me home... and we have girl pillow talk..... ( to me is like morning chatting caz it's already like 5 am dy, haha)

On christmas night went to KY's house for steamboat dinner and Tonny's surprise celebration as well. Hee. We cook our food, we take "christmas like" photos to prove we are celebrating christmas in "very typical chinese new year style", we sing birthday song, we cheers and lastly we play spray snow~ Wonderful night.

Christmas to me is a festive of sharing the joy together, having fun with your friends (old and new one), and also a chance to go home late( or should i said early in the morning?!?).. Hohoho.. Merry Christmas~

一星期的熬夜

黑白间的自由

感人感性的单纯感情

疯到不行的对白，哈哈

我的小青，就这样因为我受了伤。。 =(

不知不觉，要毕业了~~

好久都没有这样子了，整整一个星期=7天连续的在3am-5am 才入睡。原因？最后一个星期当大学生了，赶功课，虽然不喜欢最后一分钟的赶，但是回头想想，这也是个甜美的回忆，至少我会很怀念我们一起互相鼓励，替彼此加油的夜晚。

自从，睡zjo cb后，原来还惨过睡棺材的 =,=。。。 第二天，霉运就找上门了。本小姐，第一次这样不注重presentation, 看错时间表，轮胎突然也漏气，爸妈不在本地，叫天天没空应，叫地地不会灵。还好，本小姐生平待人不错，遇到贵人也。。 ^,^

这星期看了2 场戏，Madagascar 2 和《与狗狗的十个约定》。Madagascar: escape 2 africa 延续上一部的精彩，也更有"笑果"！若你走出戏院，还记得那些对白，这部戏就是成功了~ 《与狗狗的十个约定》对我来说是 《再见，可鲁》的延续。戏里说的是女孩和一只狗的故事，有养宠物的朋友，一定要看！因为你有你的朋友，你的工作，你的学业，但是它只有你~

这几天，是我今年里和钢琴&键盘最多接触的几天。自从中学毕业后，好久都没有这样子了。虽然，我晚晚熬夜，肝火旺盛，照理因该脾气暴躁，无名火大升，但是在音乐的调理下，平服了不安的情绪。谢谢你，让我的手指回到了在黑白之间最初的美好。。

A happy day!!

LeeHom Poster & Album


Saturday, wake up in the morning...

Feel excited... cause going to sg wang to take the leehom poster that i won... and also to collect my cd that already long enough " to hatch a chick" out in the cd store....

After that.. have a little hair cut... Erm.. not much changing.. caz the hair stylist banned my every suggestion... i only realized that i already gave myself a very good & suitable look since long time ago....................................... Hee.....

Later on, accompany mummy to buy fruits.... 3 BOXES of XL Fuji Apples and 1 BOX of BIG Pears..... she will be giving it to the teachers in school as her retired present.... haiz... still got 1 refridgerator also... So good la.....

At night, celebrate MengLi's birthday.... A old old primary friend.......... Although only 7 of us there... but we really enjoy the time together..... friends forever..

Now, late at night........ wanna sleep liao..........................

Today is a happy day, spending time with love ones, family & friends.....