哀悼。回忆。我和你

我和你... 认识的时间不久.. 但是我喜欢有你在身边的感觉.. 总是不知不觉地有种莫名的快乐..

或许，人对生命是有预感的.. 希望在有限的时间内，尽所能的满足爱自己的人，不要留下遗憾...

很可惜，在面对着事实，人可以变得很脆弱，很无助，很力不从心..

只好让这一切随风而去，把一切最美好的，都留在回忆了... 因为回忆是给自己最好的礼物..

我不能说我曾经很爱你，因为我相信我给你的爱是永无止境的.. 也许，现在要用不一样的方式去爱你了...

你改变了我的世界，我的想法... 谢谢你，让我长大，让我成熟...

有人说:"爱是一种习惯，一种态度"... 谢谢你，很大方的爱着我...

这一晚的泪，是我们的结束，是我们另一个开始...

无论你在哪里，我都深深的祝福你.. 活得平安健康快乐..

最后，我也只能为你哀悼，想告诉你，在我心中有着这么一个你... 我爱过的你...

You are not alone

I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

You are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

*Ben, the two of us need look no more

We both found what we were looking for

With a friend to call my own I'll never be alone

And you, my friend, will see

You've got a friend in me*

Urbanscapes 2009 =damn HOT!!=

My calender in June 27th is "12pm-12am KLPAC, Urbanscape 09".. so here i go~~
This event is in KLPAC (Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Center).. A wonderful place.. It's damn HOT!! that day... HOT!!!I walk around the stalls.. of course i drop by this Chic Charity by Tongue in Chic , met Joyce.. Get the chance to take photo with her.. cool right~~Actually we met the day before when i bring my big bags of cloths (tops, skirts, pants...) to the Jaya One office for the charity.. I think it's a good thing to donate ur cloths that you wont be wearing anymore (due to size and taste changes). When i was packing my cloths.. I found my past.. in the fashion taste wise.. and realize.. how small i am.. if i wear those cloths out... (no no no.. no way i will do that.. caz now they might be in some hot skinny chic wardrobe dy ^^)Guess who i met before i leave KLPAC, Joanne!! Stop her and able to take a snap (caz the 1st thing she saw me is "what are you doin here bitch!~~" in a friendly way~~) Actually i met ChinYew, JiaHui, Jacinta.. and i suppose to meet Janice, HuiLuan and Carol... So.. It's good to meet friends in event like this.. ^^To avoid getting myself BURST under the sun, i head to Titiwangsa KL Monorail staion and go to Pavilion ^^ for?? Eye treatment and a little pampering facial treatment... really need those... to maintain my little cute and pretty face.. wakaka... and i got the chance to relax and nap a while ^^ once i open my eyes.. deng deng deng deng~~~ smooth and healthy skin ^^On the way back home, i passed by KLPAC agian.. This time it's around 4 pm.. and it's THIS JAM!! omg!!! how lucky to make it a habit to wake up early and be the early bird of everything... i wonder how stuck can it be in KLPAC area.. hmph... my friends said they hardly find car parks and need to walk very far... (who ask u all don wanna go early.. wakaka)
Time to end up the day by reporting what i spend in Urbanscape~~~
I bought this grey little dress at?? ...... RM 20.00.. and it's cotton.. very worth~~ ^^And then when i was walking to the exits.... i spot this blue summer floral print dress... LOVE IT!! how much??? Ori price : RM30.00 Selling price: RM15.00 My price: RM 12.00 (yipee!!)
Since i have no big big belt.. here comes one.. cost me RM 8.00 for this.. only got Black one.. There goes my saturday Urbanscape shopping... and.. really regret din take any photo of the whole event.. caz it's DAMN HOT!! even cant open my eyes while wearing sunnies... Nvm.. Urbanscape 2010.. I'm sure I will be there... *winks*

What a Wednesday!!

Received this Robinson mail like a few days ago.. Was thinking whether wanna have a window shopping or not.. caz now my wallet don have much cash to split out for me.. and i don have a accompanion.. Oh.. suddenly think of somebody.. who works in MV.. ok.. sure.. Janice will go with me.. she is always "the best friend to accompany me" going to this type of thingy... So i msn,sms and call her bout this.. While i was stuck in the Federal highway.. i got a sms from Janice which stated her bf is coming to find her and the most weird thing is she ask me to enjoy movie with my mum.. =,= Alright, the 1st thing come to my mind is "What's going on?" before i get the chance to reply her.. i straight turn to Kerinchi Link and heading home with lots and lots of "???!!!???"
Hmph.. okay lor.. Janice got her surprise from her bf... Since i am an understanding friend so i wont mind she suddenly ffk me.. leave me alone.. so i went home and ask mum to go movie for me.. (Opps.. now only realized i save a "foreign version" of the movie poster.. ==") Wanna bring mum to watch Night at the Museum 2.. think she'll like it... Cause dad went back to Seremban for some construction thingy... So Me and my Queen went to 1U..

After hooping to TGV (there are no shows that we wanna watch there, how sad).. The alternative is GSC of course.. It's TRANSFORMER season.. And it's wednesday.. i really need luck to get my queen and me a good movie and a good seat... My queen is kinda fussy bout the cinema seating... she only watch a movie if the seat this on top of the hall (aka up of the hill seat)... Queen ma.. need to show her status de...

Damn hungy.. i went to look for Mr Baoz... got this deliciuos bao.. which the queen keep saying.. those "daibao" outside only sell like RM 2.80.. why this bao need RM 3.00 each?? .. hmph... maybe daibao don have wasabi topping? and no curry chicken filling?? and no crunchy bites?

Near the Mr Baoz shop there is a favourite shop of mine... the Takos.. oh yea... i need Takos.. so i bought 3 of them.. small octopus flavour.. My queen is showing of her knowlegde agian.. She said "you have to be careful with this while feeding children" i was like "huh?? what children have to do with this delicacies??" she continue "a singapore child died because of the 'tako' hidden inside stuck in his throat" Oooooo.... ok.. my mum read news... everyday... old habit of a headmistress.. So we rush back to the cinema.. Oh ya.. haven mention what movie we finally choose... "Departures" The poster really attracts me.. and with LUCK we got damn nice seat.. 3rd row from the back!! and it's like.. okay it's FATE.. the queen din say anything bout it... althought she din seem excited to watch her 1st japanese movie in cinema... ==""

Up to our surprise... this award winning movie is really good... Due to my mum status(i mean her tireness after the whole day staying aleart doing her multi queen stuff).. She still can concentrate from the begining till the ending credits rolling of the movie.. This movie is bout the ceremonial washing, dressing and placing of the deceased into a coffin in Japanese culture. Not going to review much.. just get a ticket and watch it..

While i was watching it.. my hp suddenly vibrate.. oh it's the reminder of "Tune into AiFm.. Mother's on air".. hm.. mother?? she's sitting beside me and laughing bout the miserable main actor funny reaction... OH it's another mother which fb status reminds the entire world to listen to her voice tonight.. sorry mother.. the 2nd time i missed it.. phew.. *bad kid appears*who cares!.. i can just ask her to sing whenever i can.. LIVE in front of me!! wakaka... anyway.. all the best to her.. You may wonder why watch this international screen japanese film instead of the box office hit TRANSFORMER.. one simple reason.. I watched it yesterday dy.. not going to stuck with the crowd... imagine midnight 12.00am show.. GSC all 12 halls FULL with patrons.. same time walking in and out... wow.. i might fainted.. and it is the H1N1 season too... *scared~~*

You may wonder where i watch it?? in Gardens Signature with limited seats and petrons. Less chance to expose to public.. how's the movie?? i don think i need to tell you cause you will be watching it in the cinema yourself anyway... so far.. nobody wanna missed this movie.. right?? Happy movie day!!

a Dream is a Wish your Heart makes~~

Friday.. went home as usual.. Then i accidentally sit on this piece of little CUTE wonderful thing.. The 1st time feel "Surprise" from my ass.. It's a Winnie the Pooh card.. at the moment, i was recall-ing.. "hmph.. did i bought this during my high school? or which admire gave me this before?"..


Then i flip through it.. "TAAA DAA!!~~" the answer to my ????.. is solved!! It's from NICKS, DISNEYLAND PARIS~~ omg... i was like staring at the stamp (because besides the words.. there are only a paris disneyland stamp and a Europe Stamp!!) 1st time in my life to receive a POSTCARD (what makes it better than a WINNIE THE POOH POSTCARD FROM DISNEYLAND PARIS!!) omg!!! it's wonderful!!


It has been a wonderful time when i use to watch Disney cartoon, every single of them. My childhood memories is full of princesses, cute animals, nice songs and of course laughter! Disney is the magic whom accompany me till i grew up now~ And I always have this dream to Visit Disneyland! Yaya.. so this is my life plan... should add it in my Wish list... hee.. Disney got its tagline Right! "Disneyland, The happiest place on earth" Should everyone just live in the happiest place on earth? Yes i deserve it!

"Once upon a time.... a princess living happily ever after in her royal palace.. with her prince charming~~ and a lot of cute little animals.. always got dreamy musical as ambience.... sky are always blue with white clouds..." fairy tale is the most beautiful thing in the world..

Another surprise i got 2 weeks ago is.. from Disneyland.. USA... Knew it since he came back and said got souvenir which is my TASTE... lolx.. actually anything from Disney will cheer me up.. However, those who know and love u knew what makes you HAPPY from the bottom of the heart~

It's a Winnie the Pooh Pin.. Look at the packaging! omg!! lovely~~ Winnie the Pooh with Mickey Ears.. lolx.. and the font colour.. sweet pink and baby blue.. great combination!!

From the back.. it looks like this.. The mickey ears is the trademark.. lolx.. and the price is still there~~ haha.. how good... when i found out it's Made in China but the price definately is DISNEYLAND USA price~~ with $$ sign..

Erm.. really appreciate these wonderful POOH originally from Disneyland.. far away.. from USA and Paris~~ Love u guys~~ I would love to visit Disneyland myself one day... So keep making wish and make it come true~~ *winks*

a TOUCHed night

Heading towards the parking... Hardly cant see the KL city center symbolic building.. (really dont like this unhealthy air.. Give me back my Nice nice KL CITY VIEW!! )

8.0 megapixel.. LOVE IT!!

This is the little red touch i matched with my black dress~~ (which i bought it in ASD~~)

Wow... we really did look like STARs... *"Christina" RICHie & "Phuaris" Hilton*

After the make up service provided by the make up store.. we went home like this *fabulous!!*

Thanks to Janice for the information of this wonderful ChicPop Sumsung Ultra Touch night. Cause i had been wondering how wonderful is this phone... then Janice said.. "yiu, rsvp to this" == Taa Daa.. we are in the party list dy!!

Rushing to KLCC.. u know how jam KL is on friday.. luckily.. we reached there almost same time.. with Janice (MV>Bangsar LRT>KLCC, it's a dreamy trip for her.. forever living in taiwan drama girl ==), and me (.. not going to tell u my brillient choice of road.. haha.. bleh.. i am gps ma.. sure know the right way de..)

Been using up sometime to look for the Apartment Downtown in KLCC... 1st thing> Get goodies bag. 2nd> i check in my phone to exchange a sumsung ultra touch.. (aww.. can i just leave my motorola there.. and change this forever!! ^^) - while the hungry ghost janice keep looking for food. 3rd> we got drinks and some light light food 4th> we start wondering around and look for things to do.. then i start doing the DIY thingy.. which Janice start giving the boring face... (perhaps she expect too much of this party.. and she's tired!) 5th> we find out there is no more activities left.. with no choice we go to have the make up service.. which sucessfully turns both of us into "chicago girls" with damn red lips... (love the taste.. it's watermelon!!.. i guess...) took photos~~ glamour 1... met new friend~~

And Janice's stomach keep reminding me bout the time.. to fill in food in it... so we bounce off and had dinner in Uma Rani.. Had to park my car just next to the table so that our faces wont be in the papers today with headlines "2 Chicago girls in Mamak... ssscaryyy~~~~"

Overall, the phone is nice.. the party.. ermm.. okay... Janice... erm... "stands out!!" and me=happy!!